Drewish Log: Welcome back to Fall Edition
As the clock slowly moves through September and "memories" on facebook start showing the last memories I would have with Jordan.
.. I take stock.
If I spend the rest of my life saying "not fair" or "if only"... Jordan would be very upset. What we had wasnt perfect. Anyone who claims to have a white picket fence relationship isnt being truthful. Relationships are all about good and rough times.
Good Times was a sitcom.
Yes I see the memories slowly present themselves. I know what's coming and part of me knows "oh I hate this part..."
In the future, fall will be a mixture of what was and what is. There will be multiple memories stacked upon the fall of 2015. It isnt my last fall season.
Last year I couldnt be happier right now. We had just taken his neices, and my houseguests to Battleship Texas.
We were happy. We were planning the days ahead.
I had bought tickets to sfo to surprise my brother with a visit.
Two of our best friends were getting legally married soon. Our suits were in the cleaners.
I step forward into my new fall to see where it takes me. New memories to comingle with old ones.