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Drewish Log: Welcome back to Fall Edition

As the clock slowly moves through September and "memories" on facebook start showing the last memories I would have with Jordan.

.. I take stock.

If I spend the rest of my life saying "not fair" or "if only"... Jordan would be very upset. What we had wasnt perfect. Anyone who claims to have a white picket fence relationship isnt being truthful. Relationships are all about good and rough times.

Good Times was a sitcom.

Yes I see the memories slowly present themselves. I know what's coming and part of me knows "oh I hate this part..."

In the future, fall will be a mixture of what was and what is. There will be multiple memories stacked upon the fall of 2015. It isnt my last fall season.

Last year I couldnt be happier right now. We had just taken his neices, and my houseguests to Battleship Texas.

We were happy. We were planning the days ahead.

I had bought tickets to sfo to surprise my brother with a visit.

Two of our best friends were getting legally married soon. Our suits were in the cleaners.

I step forward into my new fall to see where it takes me. New memories to comingle with old ones.

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arkanjil
Sep. 7th, 2016 04:35 pm (UTC)
Hugs
I know well what you mean. Life does go on though
mrdreamjeans
Sep. 7th, 2016 05:23 pm (UTC)
You have folks who love you along for the journey of this Fall. Big HUGS, my friend
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